So I took my husband to the air terminal yesterday it was hard keeping it together knowing that we dont know when we will see one another again. Before we did that my friend came over and took a few family pics. We then had a good dinner then continued the packing before driving to the terminal. I couldnt believe how many people were in his command. I did my best to hold it together and decided that I was gonna cry so we kissed him goodbye and came home. The first night alone is always the worst. I hate sleeping alone. So I didnt go to sleep til 6am and woke up at 10:30. Ugh this is gonna make for a crappy day. I see a nap in my future. Today is just gonna be an off day. A do nothing day. Tomorrow I will start my deployment routine. And Monday I will start the gym again. 

I am hoping to get back into working out strengthing my back and legs and dropping some more weight. I want to look amazing by the time he comes home. I can and will do this. WATCH ME!!